I’ve seen more spine in jellyfish. I’ve seen more guts in 11 year old kids.

12/06/2008

I am honestly starting to think that the reason you hate me so much is because you can’t bring yourself to be me.

You see me do whatever I want and deal with the shit that goes with it. You want it. You wish you could do the things I get shit for. I’ve seen you do shitty things, I see how much you love it.

You care what people think about you so much you’ll never be able to do the things you envy me for. The sad reality is that I’m moving away from that, I’m changing my life for the better, and your still stuck wanting to be the piece of garbage I used to be and in some ways still am. Its absolutely pathetic.

I at least have the comfort of knowing that you took the first opportunity to ruin something good that I could of had, and I’m still in a toss up as to what I should do about the shitty things you have done recently that I happen to know about. I can lower myself and do what you did, or keep it to myself knowing that I really am moving forward in my life.

Such a dilemma. Such a fucking dilemma.

{ 2 comments… read them below or add one }

Gregory Moore June 14, 2008 at 5:56 am

you joined the club

Misty Blue June 14, 2008 at 1:46 pm

“I’ve seen more spine in jellyfish. I’ve seen more guts in 11 year old kids.”

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