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I am sick of trying so hard to live a better than normal life.

Im settling and accepting that I will never have more than average.

an average job
an average girl.
average kids
average car.

I’m taking a break from music.
I doubt I’m coming back. Lately its done nothing but make me more miserable.

I’m growing up. And I’m settling.


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MichelleDoll October 30, 2008 at 7:30 am

So, here’s a few things for you.
Precursor: Gonna be a bit lengthy.

So, I’m nobody, really. I’ve got that shy hint of ‘oh girl on the Bayside CD’ recognition, and then of course, the local ‘fame’ thing, which is really a way of saying ‘this half of the state knows me, but I know that means absolutely nothing’.

Cutting to the chase;
You fascinate me. I met you in Pittsburgh, I’m that crazy girl who took your sweaty shirt. As creepy as I’m bound to sound for it, I keep up with you. I read your profile a lot before you took it down. Stalker? Not so much. Super fascinated? I like the sound of that better.

I like the fact that you’re concerned with you. I’m the same way. I can’t really call it for you, but I know I spent most of my time in the past trying to please everybody all of the goddamn time only to realize nobody appreciated it. So I quit [Used to have a production company and put on shows. Gave up because nobody gives a shit and they just want more.]

Okay, I could go on and on here.
But I don’t want to be out of line.

Either way, you sound like you need a vacation. Something. Anything.

Much more to sound like some creep, I know I’d put up with you for awhile if you ever needed it.
Ha, sorry, off-topic I guess.

Either way, I guess I just wanted to say. You don’t have to settle. And you know that.

Message me or something if you want.
Or else I’ll just keep being creepy
and persistent.
With this
comment thing
I have going on for me

Ha, chin up
because this retard would like to be your friend.

buhhritt October 30, 2008 at 1:49 pm

you don’t have to settle! you could have so much more. i want it all for you so bad. your a beautiful person and i wish you could see that you deserve so much more than average!

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