You’re Just An L.A. Girl.

07/12/2008

I have no idea why, but for someone who has never really dreamed, this weekend I have, every night.

Quite bizarre, am I becoming human?
haha

808’s and Heartbreak is quickly becoming the record I listen to most. At first I didn’t like it, but after taking the time to listen to it all the way through, and actualyl listen to the words, I actually love it. So don’t be surprised when I post 11092 lyrics from it this week on facebook or on this blog.

I shopped yesterday, with Misty, at the mall, I spent $260 at Le Chateau on some new dress (casual) clothing. I got a new pair of jeans, a dress shirt, vest and belt. I hope I get paid from the post office this week, or I don’t know what I am going to do haha.

I also shopped for Christmas, I got a couple people off of my list, my brother included.

Tonight is the “last” LIFERUINER show in Toronto. I opted not to do the show(s) a while ago. At first I was all over wanting to reclaim some of my former glory. I’m a big boy now though. I’ve really grown up and even I can see it.

The truth is that I never really felt like a member of the band. It seemed like I was happy, cocky, and full of whatever I seemed to be filled with. I would hide how much I was insecure about my spot in the band.

In the two years I spent with the band I don’t even have a Cd to show for it. Sure, my name is printed inside the cases of the two LIFERUINER studio records, but I didn’t record on either of them. “No Saints” was recorded the January before I joined the band, and when we were in the studio recording “Taking Back the Nightlife”, I was told that I wasn’t allowed to record the bass I wrote because “Andrew is a better guitar player than you, and we don’t have time”.

I think that was the main reason I have decided not to play the shows. Everyone was allowed to record but me, and that meant a lot more than I have ever led on. Since then, I was basically just waiting to be kicked out or for the band to break up. So when June came, and it happened, I really wasn’t all that upset.

EDIT:I forgot to mention what made me have the revelation that I didn’t want to play the shows. One morning at work I was listening to Jimmy Eat World, and their Bleed American Record. The Lyric “I wanna always feel like part of this was Mine”.
I realized that within LR, I had never ever felt like part of it was mine.

I mean, since then, there have been a lot of things I miss that I will probably never get back again. But I suppose that having received the chance to do any of those things to begin with is better than what most people get.

Anyways, I really hope those guys have fun tonight. I’m so glad I wont be there.

Bout the baddest girl ive ever seen
Straight up out of movie scenes
Who knew she was a drama queen
Who would turn my life to stephen king

Up late night like she on patrol
Checking everything like im on parol
I told her theres some things she dont need to know
She never let it goo OOO!

Ok ok! ok, ok,
You’ll never stop it now
You never stop it now

Ok ok! ok, ok,
You’ll never stop it now
You need to drop it now
….drop it, drop it….

Cus i dont want no robocop
Your movin like a robocop
When did u become a robocop
No i dont need no robocop

Shes lookin at your history
Your like the girl from misery
She said she aint take it to this degree
Well lets agree to disagree
Shorty kinda crazy but it turn me on
Keep it up enough to keep it goin on
I told her theres some things she dont need to know
She never let it goo OOO! OOO!

Ok ok! ok, ok
You’ll will never stop it now
You never stop it now

Ok ok! ok, ok,
You’ll never stop it now
You need to drop it now
…drop it drop it…

Cus i dont want no robocop
Your movin like a robocop
When did u become a robocop
Somebody please make it stop

Stop,Drop,Roll,Pop
Im cold I,not
aint use to be told stop
So i can never be your robot
Fast and slow
You can stay, it could go
Now that ya know 2x
Ya i had her before
But that happened before
You get mad and you know so please dont answer me no mo’

Ok ok ok
Uh Uh
It aint ok ok ok

(Kanye half sings half talks)

You spoiled lil LA girl
Your jus an LA girl
You spoiled lil LA girl
Your jus an LA girl

You spoiled lil LA girl
Your jus an LA girl
You need to stop it now
You spoiled lil LA girl
Your jus an LA girl
you need to stop it now

O your kidding me
You must be joking
or you are smokin
O O your kidding me
O your kidding me
HAHA that was a good one
Your first good one in a while

Your first good one in a while
You need to stop it now
You need to stop it now
OO you need to stop it now

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