…and all I can manage to do is sit here and listen to old bands I used to love.
I want this. I want it all back again. I want another chance, to do it right.
I want to pour my heart into something I care about again. I want to dip my feet in the ocean and I want to be perfectly content with the present.
I am sick of always looking back at the past with hope for the future. I want to feel like I amount to something.
I want to feel alive again.