Well it’s been way long since I have posted a blog, then again it’s been a while since I was on the computer long enough to write one.
we all know art is hard.
I’ve been pretty busy, I moved into my new apartment this past weekend. I have to say, it was one of the more stressful things I have had to do in my life. A lot worse than I thought it would be. I mean, its been almost a week and I’m still not totally unpacked, and I still have half of a dresser to build. But that is because I am just being lazy.
Everything that I had to wait to be delivered is here and I am really glad to have a couch and stuff. Without having only a bed to lay in, I feel a bit more opt to get up and do something other than vegetate in bed. Which is a plus, I assume.
I like being alone, me and the cat.
My mind is always racing 100000 revolutions per minute, and there is a lot of stuff I feel, but I don’t want to talk about, well not right now.
I recently wrote off the last person that I was really technically connected to (in any form) in Toronto. So yet again, I have no reason to even think about going there. Everyone there always has something to prove. I hate it, I hate that its how I used to be. Where you rent a shitty apartment has no weight on how cool you are, and most of you are too pretentious for your own good.
But hey, what do I know. I am just some washed up ex-socialite from the T.O. “scene”. If you even want to give me that much credit, which I encourage you not to.
The fact is that none of you are cool, and not one of you are important in any form. Neither am I.
But I am able to recognize that.
I don’t need any of you.