I Guess This is Growing Up.


It’s a little weird to sit here in bed and really think. I am 21, I live on my own, I work, I pay my own bills, I cook my own meals, I am an adult.

Obviously I live the same life everyday, but just like today at work I realized that we are already further than half-way through the year 2010, it’s a foreign feeling. I don’t even know where I am getting at with that. I’m sure it’s something that everyone comes to terms with at some point, perhaps we (“we” being people who have become self sufficient and independent) all feel it as abruptly as I have. Then again, maybe not.

The way I live my life has been almost turned on it’s head, even more so than usual. I have begun setting up a budget for myself to make sure I will start to pay back debt. I grocery shop regularly, I stopped buying junk food, and I plan meals days ahead. I have had fast food maybe twice in the last month.

Since I deactivated my facebook, I now go on bike rides regularly, whether to run errands, or just to ride. I also deactivated the formspring. The questions I was getting on the where thoroughly uninspiring, and I found that I was just answering them because they were there, and not because I really wanted to. I might reactivate it in the future, but I doubt it.

I started reading Atlas Shrugged, it will probably take me the rest of the summer to finish, but I am intent on it. I recently started watching The show “Breaking Bad”, it is quite enjoyable. Bryan Cranston is a great actor and when I met him (way back when he was on Malcolm in the Middle) he was a very nice guy. The show is highly suggested.

Now I just need to decide if I want to read, or watch The Office while I get to sleep. I just wanted to get something down on the metaphorical paper, as it were. It’s been a while since I posted anything besides song lyrics…

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