About two years ago I created a secret Tumblr profile in order to post things I wanted people to see, but not know it was from me. Now I finally feel comfortable posting them here. These reblogs allow me to share stories while also put me back into the mindset I was in when I wrote them. Needless to say, it’s pretty interesting.
We were abandoned by my former friends and bandmates. Instead of going home we decided to make the best of it. I immediately called to make plans with you.
We all went to the midnight show, you were early and got tickets for the 12:00 show. We had the 12:30 show.
I pleaded with Dylan to swap tickets with your friend, so I could be with you.
It was the only time since we have met that I have ever been alone with you, in a theatre full of people. Our seats were terrible, the front row with a massive screen keeping our necks craned just to understand what was happening. It took half of the movie for me to get the courage to hold your hand. My stomach churned the entire time, I was so nervous.
For 3 hours, you were mine.
I dont know if you noticed the ridiculous smile on my face the whole time.
When we dropped you and Samantha off, you kissed me on the street outside of Anthony’s car. I didn’t have the guts to do it.
I’d give almost anything to go back to that night.